VIDEO: About being admitted to psych ward 5 days before my 1-month #topsurgery anniversary #transphobia #mentalhealthstigma

YouTube video: Why I'm being admitted to a psych ward 5 days before my one month top surgery anniversary. And why that's ok. And why I've been too scared to speak about it completely honestly. Too many people think transitioning, hormones and surgery are a magic wand that make everything better. We don't speak about … Continue reading VIDEO: About being admitted to psych ward 5 days before my 1-month #topsurgery anniversary #transphobia #mentalhealthstigma

Why I speak my truth in a world where the truth is swept under the rug, where vulnerability = weakness

Why is authenticity and integrity a cornerstone of my being in relation to my self and others? I hardly used my voice until my 30s, when I did a stint as a teacher and had to speak for 5 hours a day. It exhausted me, and I remember asking myself how people could survive the exhaustion of … Continue reading Why I speak my truth in a world where the truth is swept under the rug, where vulnerability = weakness

Being admitted on Monday 4 psych care: YouTube video to follow #endthestigma #transgenderhealthcare #health4trans

BEING ADMITTED TO HOSPITAL ON MONDAY FOR PSYCH CARE: I will record a YouTube video speaking more about this this weekend. But, briefly (as brief as I can ever be as a writer and over-thinker) - 1. I know my mental health well enough to know what I need and when I need it, and … Continue reading Being admitted on Monday 4 psych care: YouTube video to follow #endthestigma #transgenderhealthcare #health4trans

3 Weeks post- #topsurgery today! #realtalk about emotions (full video soon)

3 Weeks post- #topsurgery today. Can't believe it... Blog post to come tomorrow - The #realtalk emotional journey after top surgery: happiness, relief, knowing that it saved my life, no regrets. Yes, I'm happier post- top surgery. Is it ALL happiness and betterness? No. Is anything? EVERYTHING in life is complex and filled with complex, … Continue reading 3 Weeks post- #topsurgery today! #realtalk about emotions (full video soon)

Don’t tell me, any man, trans or not to “man up” #DontBroMe #Feminism #Misandry #Misogyny

Apart from the fact that I am not a man (or a woman)*,  THIS patriarchal "bro"ing, "dude"ing, "bruh"ing has to stop in general - for ALL men. My queer feminism (as opposed to Germaine Greer feminism), believes that men and women are pushed into oppressive gender roles that buy into the Men are from Mars, … Continue reading Don’t tell me, any man, trans or not to “man up” #DontBroMe #Feminism #Misandry #Misogyny

19 Days post #topsurgery #Spoonie celebrations #gratitude #ChosenFamily

19 Days post #topsurgery Day 2 of my 4-day Spoonie celebration of my new chapter as boobless Germaine Sanjaya Gabriel de Larch #beyondbinaries #beyondtrans. Spoonie friends ftw! And first time post-op in one of my favourite T-shirts: priceless. Will post video discussing this feeling and about the resurgence and reclaiming of my femininity. #nonbinary #thereisnorightwaytobetrans … Continue reading 19 Days post #topsurgery #Spoonie celebrations #gratitude #ChosenFamily